This happened out of fear of losing her, we had Oath with the Holy Bible, when I got admission into the university she could not keep up to the relationship, and she left me to date another guy.

I found out after she left I have not had any healthy relationship, is either the person I love don’t love me or the person who wants me I don’t want the person or maybe when I i enter into a relationship with a girl after some months she starts getting cold feed.

Though we did break the oath before her death. I don’t know If it is the oath that is still affecting me.